August 06, 2007

I woke up this morning, pulled the blanket to one side and looked at the ceiling. It felt like every normal day; everything's the same and nothing special's going to happen. I guess nobody remembers what happened on this day 4 years ago. What's the heck, it's not that important, why do I have to remember it?

Just to track my progress, or just to draw another mental picture of my past, I guess. Last year has been chaotic; everything started to messed up and people started to change. I changed, too. My nerve got better; I think I can handle more things than I could this time last year. I'm calmer than I've ever been, although there are a couple of times when I inevitably lost my temper and caused disastrous things. School's going good; I will have my first college degree not before long. I also have some different kinds of friends, some are better, and some are worse than those friends that I always have. And there is somebody out there who cares about me and loves me, too.

Wonder what I'm gonna be like this time next year, on August 6th...