Venting

I hoped. Then I got disappointed. Then I hoped again, even more than before. And now I'm disappointed all over again. It's like going up the down staircase.

I'm starting back to school. Spent 2 whole days there, then came home with a headache and went to bed with another one. And the semester just started; I have 15 weeks and 1 day left till the day I graduate.

I need to be stronger than before. And keep trying. And keep hoping. And keep my hands on the wheel. And all that stuff.